He lies... (Part 2)

she smiles
he feels like doing the opposite
she has no reason
at least he's still here
must mean something
and she said "didn't she always say its better not to think so much, over analyse"?
from a smile to a tear
inside she cries
she's tired
tired of trying
tired of trying not to try
he's been crying too long to be able to notice
give me time
even when he sees, he turns a blind eye
and still she waits
for now, how long can she wait for something that she knows she has nothing for and nothing to do with?
maybe because she knows that over time things change
people change
hes stubborn can't she tell? of all the things
he dies trying
im sorry
he's numb
dead inside and the outside
and still she pokes him...
not pokes
gently nudges
with much care
a way with words she has, seemingly pleasant it has become
he wished it was that simple
he sincerely does
but he isnt naive like he used to be
he has grown rotten'
seemingly pleasant he says
why is it so hard for him to grasp it
maybe it's because he doesnt want to
why doesnt she?
she's afraid
cowardly she is
he salutes her,
with a gentle bow
a wink and a smile he once forgot
and says " brave u are, u are... "
she reverses with,
sarcastic he is, he is
she hurts him dearly
it gets really hard to breathe
when she does that
he doesn't understand why
well its mutual
another in common
the list is slightly more than a handful
he meant everyone he said he meant
he burns his insides and walks away
and leaves her there
alone
alone
it echoes
her being alone.